Love Of Heaven

♥ happy birthday soo ween

2010-03-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

Yeah... Love this pic so muchie... ♥

pic when soo ween birthday..

life is fun with frenss.. (:

Soo ween ♥ me..

泪

2010-03-01T05:57:00.000-08:00

不要让眼泪一直一直的白流....
不要让自己决定的东西一次又一次的放弃..
不要让一时的心软,让他压在你头上..
不要为了他,没前进还原地踏步..
因为他不懂一件小事你都会因为他默默流泪...
因为他根本就觉得你是只会抱怨没出息的家伙!!

说你胖是在乎?

2010-02-26T12:45:00.000-08:00

最近在网上看到这个...

A:我也是胖胖的...
   因为念书时的不正确饮食，让我的胃出问题...
   所以我只能少吃，不能不吃~
   他会一直念我叫我做运动，然后我选择不吃，他又会念...
   我爱喝咖啡他又念，我笑说我自己肥还被骂!他自己 ...

B:会念你是在乎你啊～
   他关心你哦～
   说真的，男人都希望女人美一点，自己才有面子。
   可是，没有办法的话，也不会强求的。
   因为，美女人易找，好老婆难求啊～
   只要我们做好自己的本分，发掘自己的优点，男人也会为拥有这样的女人而自豪的。

也对啦..每个人天生就是爱美... 也希望得到别人的赞赏..!!
当然希望自己的他/她是不错看的美女或帅歌吖...(:
所以就算他/她不说自己也该检讨...!!
对吧....
误会你了对不起!!

toy poodle..♥

2010-02-23T18:48:00.000-08:00

i wan u , i wan u badly ..XD

family trip ..♥

2010-02-17T06:48:00.000-08:00

my family days on new years .. (:

just a small trip at MElaka..♥

hehee.. (: a famosa..

my little chicken cute brother..XD

love him so much.. ♥

烦.....

2010-02-15T08:57:00.000-08:00

我想要忙忙忙... >.< !!

找工原本是要买礼物..

可是我觉得没关系了吧?

你也不会操心...!

我怕我还是被定义一个字你很烦..

因为我是个没权利发言的东西!!

连哭大都是我的错...TT

2010-02-13T01:49:00.000-08:00

	《连哭都是我的错》分手到底是不是你要的结果给不了我太多还不准我难过不知道是为了什么还要把你无力的爱记得那么多怎么放手じ☆ve じ☆ve 也许上天安排你我擦身而过我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果你留下泛黄的承诺要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走说我贱也无话可说じ☆ve じ☆ve 连哭都是我的错在你面前还要我怎么做我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过沉默是我的错连哭都是我的错空房间独自等待着日落爱没有进入身体已经太执着爱你是我的错连结束也是我的错じ☆ve じ☆ve 也许上天安排你我擦身而过我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果你留下泛黄的承诺要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走说我贱也无话可说じ☆ve じ☆ve 连哭都是我的错在你面前还要我怎么做我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过沉默是我的错连哭都是我的错空房间独自等待着日落爱没有进入身体已经太执着爱你是我的错连结束也是我的错哦...哦...哦...じ☆ve じ☆ve 连哭都是我的错空房间独自等待着日落爱没有进入身体已经太执着爱你是我的错连结束也是我的错じ☆ve じ☆ve

牙刷...TT

2010-02-12T18:36:00.000-08:00

你说的牙刷,我用不着了吗?

可以让我明天醒来,发现都是假的吗?

who loves you.. ♥

2010-02-11T23:18:00.000-08:00

男朋友在乎你的体重有没有升；老公在乎你今晚有没有吃饱

男朋友在乎你今天打扮的够不够漂亮；老公在乎你今天穿的那么少会不会冻着

当你遇到困难的事情时候，男朋友会安慰你；老公会在第一时间赶到

男朋友在乎你今天开心过没有；老公会在乎你今天遇到不开心的事没有

男朋友只给你买漂亮的时装；老公给你买温暖的羽绒服

男朋友和哥们吃饭不会想你在干什么吃饭怎么办；老公和哥们吃饭会不踏实时不时给你发信息，一遍遍告诉你他很快就会回来

如果你够漂亮，男朋友会考虑要不要把你带给他的朋友看，长长面子：如果你不够漂亮，你的老公走到哪都会带着你，也许你没有勇气，但是他会给你鼓励。

男朋友的家人如果不喜欢你，他会放弃你：老公的家人如果不喜欢你，他会尽自己最大的努力去保护你。

男朋友觉的你们不合适，他会走开，即使他还喜欢你；如果全世界都觉得你们不合适，可是你的老公还是会守候你。

男朋友只会限于他所认为的人知道你的存在；老公会告诉整个世界：你是他的宝贝。

男朋友打完电话会急急挂掉；老公会等你挂断，他才会挂断。

男朋友会在你烦闷的时候让你自己静静；老公会留下来跟你吵架，帮你发泄。

男朋友在你特殊的几天里会躲着你；老公会在那几天给你冲热水，给你讲笑话。

男朋友会把你说分手当真；老公会在你说分手之后挽留你，因为他知道你希望被挽留，并不想走。

男朋友会在自己有能力的范围内满足你；老公会付出一切都要满足你，即使满足不了，他还是会尽最大努力。

男朋友想的明天和未来很少；老公会把你们以后的宝宝名字都取好。

男朋友不敢给承诺，给了也未必做到。老公敢于做出了承诺，而且一定会做到。

男朋友不敢相信你们的爱情；老公会把娶你当做他的人生目标，并且渴望和你一起变老。

当你觉得他做到这些时再叫他老公吧 (:

你的手機，深夜裡為誰開？

2010-02-11T23:11:00.000-08:00

你的手機，深夜裡為誰開？

你會不會怕我找不到你而心慌?

愛一個人，有一份等待，就會在深夜裡習慣性的開機。

有一個可以開機等候你的人，那是一種深深的幸福。
真正愛你的人
不會說很多愛你的話...卻會做很多愛你的事...
你做到了吗?

i wan ...♥

2010-02-10T10:47:00.000-08:00

love tis dress...♥

But out of stock dy...

Hope tmr can find some dress similar like tis.. (:

还在想你....(;

2010-02-09T01:44:00.000-08:00

想找你..可是又无能为力..

想打给你,可是又怕打扰你..

想传简讯给你,可是电话没钱了..

你听得见我吗?

还在想你....(;

我输了...

2010-02-08T13:58:00.000-08:00

以后都不要在联络,说得很简单..

可是就这么一天,我逼自己努力隐藏对你的想念..

努力让自己在没有想念你的范围活着..

努力隐藏电话,努力逼自己快乐...

让自己沉溺在玩笑中,开心中..

努力骗自己我可以,

不被爱你迷惑,让你有机会压在我头上..

可是在热闹喧哗中,我还是无端端会想起你..

心还是很痛很痛....

答应自己不再为你哭,可是眼泪在无意间还是会掉下来..

难道你就是放不下面子疼我一次..

难道你就不能放下面子先找我..

难道你就不能和我说声对不起..

或是一个Miss call,一个问候的短讯....

让我知道你想我...

不是我每天在努力为你找借口..

你忙,你忙..你已经忍够我的无理取闹...

所以你无奈,你生气,你烦恼,不想理我..

我明白的..我每天哭闹是谁都烦...

可是我忍不到,在你面前我想把我的心情全部告诉你..

不想让你猜,我真的错了吗?

对我错了...是我太执着了...

不管忙不忙,在你心里我还是一个负担..

"如果你爱一个人,她就不会是你的负担"

是真的吗?

有这回事吗?

和我聊天无聊,烦,唠叨...

因为太爱,还是不爱?

我很乱...........!!

一个人紧抓着爱情,真的很累...是我抓得太紧了吗?
*我输了....

搞笑

2010-02-07T10:49:00.000-08:00

today's not a lovely days for me anymore..

Wtf u ruinn everthing ..

u not even knw wat i wan ..

maybe in other word i dont knw what u wan ...!!!

一段感情就算有缘并不一定有分..

有分并不一定走得来..

就算彼此知道大家都是深爱着对方,

可是就是谈不来.

也许生活方式不同,

生活圈子不同,

想法不同,

可能你想要的女友不是我这类型的...

对就不是我这样肥,矮,丑,烦,笨...

当然你也不会要我.. 哈哈..

对,我想要的也不是你...

见面时你很体贴,

可是在电话聊天你就需不需要那么凶..

可能我多问,

是,是多问,

可是我就是舍不得在你生气时挂上电话.

哪怕我又再配合不到下次你得空理我的时间了.

每次你都说我烦着你的睡觉时间,你的吃饭时间甚至你玩的时间.

我一直认为我对,我发神经,发脾气..

因为我把你排在第一位,你也需要这样...

可是就不一样...
是我告诉你,100% 需要分开, 而不时都给我..
你想开了,我想不开...

我改,我改,我死命在改..
我就是改不掉,想要你陪我多一点..

很想鼓起勇气,不理你,

可是我办不到...

唯有离开可以让我有机会想你的地方..

可以让我有机会去找你的地方...

离开不是你的错

是我太无理取闹...

是,我需要的一个可以天天陪我的人

而不是天天问我,我陪你还不够吗? 的你..

还有我不敢开口说要离开你...

因为我舍不得..

也许默默的离开你,我怕我伤了你,

如果突然我后悔了我就没得回来了..

我可以去死...=.=

什么都不敢!!!!!!!!!

谁来救救我?

*搞笑-罗志祥 (很喜欢这首歌,可能是跟我心情很像吧T__T)

u quit smoke,i stop annoying..♥

2010-02-07T09:09:00.000-08:00

Today is a lovely day i ever had..♥

◕‿◕突然觉得只要信任就可以让我好过些...

虽然每次都觉得知道你的习惯,可是我就是不习惯..

可能是因为我都没有好好忍耐过...

抱怨,埋怨,无理取闹..

都是女生的本性..

不能改也改不了和戒不掉..

就像男人抽烟...

要改也是很久的事或说说而已...

* 就像你戒烟我就戒闹脾气,闹憋扭...(:

new hair cut.♥

2010-02-07T08:40:00.000-08:00

Feel camhoring after my new hair cut .. (:

chill with opera...♥

2010-02-01T04:46:00.000-08:00

Opera... (:

YEah its a preTty and nice place...

it's a nice place to chill but not for club...

But when U're dunk or tipsy ..everywhere also fun as long as u can High -- By lOke

hahaha..yeah Like what he said .. this should be right ..

outside view..

we had a really fun time inside .. (:

Dont hug me so tight i knw u Luv me .. XD

Gals.. (:

guysss.. (:

thxs for bring me There .. (:

快乐...♥

2010-01-31T07:26:00.000-08:00

其实你不是不快乐的, 只是你选不选择让自己快乐..=)

I need a new life maybe with you ,or maybe Not .

2010-01-29T03:30:00.000-08:00

i DOn't wan life full with WaiTing , and unenjoyable.
I Don't wan live in Silent, And got noThing when i feel i am HAppy.
I Am nT mysElf at all.. i juSt always folloW ur scheDule to walk foR my LifE.
aS u wISh ... YOu alwayS RigHT and I Always Wrong .

WHen u BUSy. U DRunK. i nEEd 2 wait u lIke u said U NEvEr wan for it ..
WHen i BUSy. I Drunk. YOu sAId i am BItch TAt u don't neeD .
Ask me Fuck off.

I Stay hOme fOR you , u ASk me out , BEcause i Am DisturbIng yoU for being buSy of Ur FrieND And U neeD 2 reSt and HAd ur swEet time wiTh ur DOTA and Your freaking SLeeping time.

I JUst neEd An HOur. or even A MIn to LEts you kNow i NEed you .YOu IGnore Me.
U Do aCcom me WHen i Told u, when i Cry .iT's so nice But ..
I neEd someone who Knw me more well than mYself . Nt someone yOu only kNoW i need HIm wheN i told HIm.
I Don't wan always liSten thAt YOu said " Is it enough time i Accom you" ." 陪你不够多吗?" all So nice in a min changE 2 ntg.

I Find BaCk my bUsy life . you ANgry. you dOn't LIke .
YOu SCold me Why always diSturb u at mdnight .
but U THe one Who always sleep Late even i Nt disturbing you .
i NEed 2 be happy . i DOn't CAre and i Will FUCk off....For mY nEw liFE...!!
Even i not use To It .. but i Will try ...

IF YOU REALLY DON't NEEd me PLs teLL me don't waste my time. For being stuPId!!

我要你疼我,而不是问我,我疼你好不够吗...

A reply for you .

2010-01-27T16:04:00.000-08:00

Anonymous said...

Stop crapping. Bitch is always a bitch. You cant even change because you having a bunch of you so called "Best Friend" that talk like lala, siham. What I pity is your parents, they work so hard and buy you a car. Ask yourself what did you do? Go clubing ( shake like a bitch, and flirt with boys ). Do you know how cheap that is?

13 January 2010 11:35 PM

yeah .. this is someone who comment on my blog.. (:
yeah i knw my english is nt reli as good as her... But i learning 2 write .. dont laugh me..>.<

To:So called herself High Class Anonymous :

Serena said...

-____- thxs for telling me all this ...
now i only know that got ppl so hate me wey .. XD
thxs for telling me i am a bitch ..(:
people always will change .. no people always the same .
time change human thinking will change . maybe today u hate me so much .
but after fren with me or whrn time goes long u will knws who am i... and maybe u are my besti ..
yeah.... lets u knw..
i am happy with what i had nw... i shake is my problem ..
but i never ever flirt with any guy in club. if i flirt. then .. XD
dont tell me u never flirt with any guy b4..? wooth dont tell me u don't have a bf b4... ?
u never flirt with ur bf .. hahahahha... bodoh..
my fren is lala, siham so what ? they tREat me vry good and i Love them so much ..
so pity 2 be ur fren 2 ..
if they wear like lala. then u hate them ? pity them not as high class as u ?
why u this anonymous who called herself high class just knw care how pPl waering, hw ppl Look like ..!
my parent work hard i knw (: buy me a car. i knw..
u knw what means play hard study hard .. i play i can study ..
so who care . dont tell me u never go cub b4 .. and jelouse of me ..??
Do u think u are well enough 2 judge ppl like tis... ==
u doin tis means u are cheap more 100 over than me ..
wan scold, use ur real name pls... don't so kelian using anonymous.. tortise head high class anonymous..
i think i knw who u are .. because just 1 fren using "so called" among my fren.
and all Dots and word u write same as her style ..
maybe i guess wrong . maybe is not u .. bt i hope u can say sry to me before i ask u.
maybe i tough u as fren u never tough me as what i tough ..
so u lala or siham 2?
i dont care who u are.. but u hurting my frensss...
hate a ppl is vry suffer..learn 2 be good =) and love ppl beside u even they say ur bad thing ..
like me i LOVE U (:
thx for scolding me .. u wake me up.. thxs a lots =)
My best friends... I know who u are .. hope u can wake up too dont always so easy get in LOVE and so fast gv everthing to them , u will get hurt and all ur friend are worried of you too.
HOPE U CAN SAY SORRY TO ME ... MAYBE WHAT I GUESS IS WRONG. BUT I THINK MY FEEL WONT GET WRONG. in my life just you will hate me . maybe alots bt i think tat sure is U...!!
1 PEOPLE WHO SO CALLED herself is my besti, but she do lots thing behind. i can forgive you .. bt i Hope u knw hw 2 take care of urself ...
Sorry for make u think i am this kind of People and sorry for nt care u much ..

对自己好一点...♥

2010-01-13T14:37:00.000-08:00

庄佩雯你到底在做什么.为什么会变得连自己都不认识自己.
别人怎样怎样根本不关你的事.为什么憋不住气乱乱说话.
大笨蛋.忍忍忍......
上课不去上.每天多多借口..累,睡不醒.只会玩玩玩...还会什么.....

请你改好吗?好吗?

忘记别人怎样对你,做好自己....不批评别人.
昨天什么都忘记,忘记................做好自己.
对自己好一点.....( :

眼泪。。

2009-12-27T12:55:00.000-08:00

有人说，抬头仰望天空眼泪就不会流下来

也有人说，倒立可以让眼泪不流下来

他说，躺在他家附近的广场仰望星星心情会变好

可是，不管我做哪个我的心还是很痛。

我的眼泪还是掉下来。。

三，四个月叻。我还能撑得住吗？

penang ...♥

2009-12-27T12:24:00.000-08:00

Penang trip after langkawi..(:

yeahh.. Trip with 9 People.. because the view of our hotel seaside..

it's make us stay for 1 more daysss..
4 days 3 night trips...

it's the view.. =)

Gurney .. waiting for christmas

total of nine. (^.^)

Memory banana boat seaside.. (:

It's had my sad memory and also nice memory there..

we meet new frensss..
and we know each other more well..

*i get something and i lost something..

langkawi.....♪

2009-12-23T05:15:00.000-08:00

Yipee Langkawi.. (:

Trip for 3 days 2 night long ..

Start from 20th till 23th dec.....♪

This is really nice and good memory which ever follow me for my whole life..☜♥☞

Langkawi seaside view... ↖(^ω^)↗

Waterfall and stupiak ever 5 of us...≥ω≤

6 fellow end the trip wif nice sunrise view...♥

Memory days...*

sushi days.. ♥

2009-12-23T04:52:00.000-08:00

whole days shop for langawi tripss stuff...

enjoy sushi yummy.. ♥

* stephy des me and dill shopping dayssss...(18th)

Birthd♥ y...( :

2009-12-14T08:52:00.000-08:00

Just simply like tis picture...♥

Even i a bit fat ...

haha. Remind me to keep fit arghh....

wake up...>.<

2009-12-10T15:56:00.000-08:00

Wake up wake up...>.<

u should wake up .

don't heart pain dy.

no use no use no use no use larrr.

arghhh... ai kong kui bai oRhhhh.

STOP...

Time to keep fit ...

what u need i slim !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sad ) :

LOnley ...

2009-12-10T02:11:00.000-08:00

Don't know why,

I feel i am so lonely....

and i feel i need to be alone ..

i dont wan join any friendsss..

I don't wan meet new frensss..

seem like some strenght inside my heart force me not to knowss...

But i wish to have more frenss..

i really don't know what i trying to say ..T.T

*AlaMak...

I miss u ♥

2009-12-07T22:55:00.000-08:00

I lost myself .

I don't know where i stop.

and where i should continue my lovesss

please tag me in ur life....

I miss u..

and u own my another part of heart .

even just me who was the only one work hard of it...

*smile ( :

my ♥ my fate

2009-12-06T06:40:00.000-08:00

my love my fate you will fade away

以后隔天与地

I love I hate I'll miss you always

我永远亦爱你

太美好的东西会走

还未爱够了你怎放手

从来不肯假想

失去你那感受

我这对脚怎麽走

从来并未练习过温柔

迟学你或已经没法接受

然后你会说我跟她分左与右

谁希罕造种手拖手

my love my fate you will fade away

再没有恋爱味

I love I hate I'll always be afraid

永远也害怕你

我要首先讲声我走

还是爱到你说请你走

如果讲一声

请照顾我感受

我最怕你讲出口

从来并未练习过温柔

迟学你或已经没法接受

然后你会说我跟她分左与右

谁希罕造种手拖手

下次开心已要靠自己

下次顶多饰演好知己

其实再次见你真需要

靠演技也要你我好心地

my love my fate you will fade away

过去当做看戏

世界当没有你

Ooh......

Maybe this is the time to forget you.

I was thinking that is it u accompaning your ex gf when u was there ..?

You are so far far away .

Maybe our fate really end .

and it's fade aways.
Just i keep force u to stay.
I make all thing become mess.

I miss u ... and i really really do.

Just u can't feel it's or maybe u never use ur heart to feel me.

I will leave .....*sign

fairly tale...♥

2009-12-05T17:42:00.000-08:00

When i was a small gals .. i believe cinderella story and fairly tale.

i wish that somedays if i am the lucky one,i can meet fairly as friends and i would talk to the animal..

and i belive that's always a good and happy ending behind after the suffering front.

but is it fairly tale really exist in our life..?

is it castle is the beautiful place to stay ...?

i do believe until i face lots of obsturction.

i meet and see and feel lot of risk that would happen inside our life..

been abandoned, being bullied, and been cheated by differents people.

i feel that life is not that smoothly and happily.

but after all this , i do meet my lovely frensss...

who really truthfuly to me with their heart...

and i believe somedays i will meet my Mr.right .. ( :

or maybe he is my Mr.right and i already found one....

Cinderella story surely will exsit if you do believe ....

frensssss is all i need... *wink

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2009-12-05T10:26:00.000-08:00

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